The Body

January 22, 2001 (White)

Written by:Joss Whedon

Teaser

INT. BUFFY'S HOUSE - DOWNSTAIRS - DAY

Buffy enters, dropping her coat and her bag.

BUFFY
Mom? Hey...

She notices a bouquet of flowers near the door, moves to them curiously. There is a card, and she reads it.

ANGLE: THE CARD

Reads: "Thank you for a lovely evening. See you soon (?) -- Brian."

Buffy smiles with only a tinge of sadness, mutters to herself:

BUFFY (cont'd)
Still a couple of nice guys out there...

She moves to the bottom of the stairs, calling out:

BUFFY (cont'd)
Hey, flower-gettin' lady! You want me
to pick up Dawn at school? Mom?

She doesn't see that her mother is on the couch behind her, sprawled out in a way that doesn't quite look like sleep.

Buffy finally turns, sees her, moving toward her.

BUFFY (cont'd)
Oh! Mom. What are you doing?

Buffy stops.

BUFFY (cont'd)
Mom?

ANGLE: JOYCE

Her eyes are wide open. Her skin is pale, almost bluish. She does not move.

Buffy doesn't either. She stands, rooted, as realization begins to creep in.

BUFFY (cont'd)
Mom?

There is no movement. Buffy's voice is little.

BUFFY (cont'd)
Mommy?

BLACK OUT.

END OF TEASER
Act One

INT. BUFFY'S DINING ROOM/KITCHEN - NIGHT

Christmas dinner. Or what's left of it, the carcass of a fine bird lying amidst the clutter of largely emptied dishes. Christmas decorations highlight the room, which is lit softly with candles and Christmas lights. (The kitchen is similarly lit -- the whole atmosphere is warm and homey).

Around the table sit BUFFY, Anya, Dawn, Xander, Willow and Tara, with Joyce and Giles at the heads of the table. Joyce, Giles and Buffy are rising, the meal finished. (The plates are gone except for Xander who's still picking, and Giles, who will carry his into the kitchen.)

JOYCE
I think we're just about ready for pie.

XANDER
And then I'll be pretty much ready for barf!

BUFFY
Xander!
(to Joyce)
I'll give you a hand.

DAWN
(over Buffy)
Gross!

XANDER
No, no, barf from eating, 'cause all
was good, and too much goodness --

JOYCE
I'm taking it as a compliment.

GILES
Yes, everything was delicious...

Much assent from the crowd.

ANYA
Yes, I'm going to barf too!

JOYCE
(affectionately sarcastic)
Everyone's so sweet.

She, Buffy and Giles exit as the dialogue continues:

XANDER
How're you doing there, Will? Are you
in the barf club?

WILLOW
I had too much nog.

TARA
Oh, baby, do you want me to rub your tummy?
(to Xander and Anya)
She likes it when I... stop explaining things.

This has passed over Dawn's head -- she looks in her nearly empty glass of nog.

DAWN
My nog tasted funny. I think I got
one with rum in it.

WILLOW
That's bad.

XANDER
Yeah, now Santa's gonna pass you right
by, naughty boozehound.

WILLOW
He always passes me by. Something
always puts him off. Could be the big
honkin' menorah.

TARA
(to Dawn)
Did you write him a letter?

XANDER
What'd you ask for?

DAWN
Uh, guys, hello? Puberty? Sort of
figured out the "no Santa" thing.

ANYA
That's a myth.

DAWN
Yeah.

ANYA
No, it's a myth that it's a myth.
There is a Santa Claus.

XANDER
Advantage of a thousand year old
girlfriend. Inside scoop.

TARA
There's a Santa Claus?

ANYA
Been around since, like, the 1500's.
I mean, he wasn't always called
Santa, but, Christmas night, flying
reindeer, coming down the chimney --
all true.

Everyone is quietly blown away by this.

DAWN
All true?

ANYA
Well, he doesn't traditionally bring
presents so much as, you know,
disembowel children, but, otherwise...

As they take this in...

TARA
(meekly)
Well, the reindeer part was nice...

...the camera moves into the kitchen, where Joyce is pulling a second pie out of the oven as Buffy is pulling plates from the cupboard. The pie is burnt around the edges.

JOYCE
Dammit, I hate this oven. It's burnt.

She sets it on a hotplate on the edge of the counter.

BUFFY
(looking)
No, it's just... blackened.
It's Cajun pie.

Giles proffers a bottle of red wine.

GILES
Shall I open another?

JOYCE
Do you think we dare?

BUFFY
Hey, as long as you two stay off the
band candy, I'm cool with anything.

Giles and Joyce share an affectionately embarrassed look as Giles crosses out with the bottle.

JOYCE
(to Buffy)
You are a demon child.

BUFFY
I live to torment you.
Is that so wrong?

JOYCE
It's a daughter's duty, I suppose...

She gives her a squeeze and little kiss on the head as she says it. Buffy takes up a spatula, looking at the pie.

BUFFY
See, look, we can just cut off the
burnt part of the crust --

She tries and the pie immediately tips off the counter to the floor and the two women SHRIEK --

SMASH CUT TO:

INT. BUFFY'S HOUSE - DOWNSTAIRS - DAY

ANGLE: JOYCE'S FACE

Is cold, staring. There is silence.

Buffy stands a moment, then rushes to her mother's side --

BUFFY
Mom! Mom!

-- shaking her, grabbing her face, feeling her head, listening for breath, an unconscious mantra running under her own breath:

BUFFY (cont'd)
Mommommommommommommommommom...

She feels for a pulse in the neck, not really sure what she's doing, panic rising, finally she shrieks:

BUFFY (cont'd)
MOM!

as if to wake the dead.

A moment, Buffy breathing hard, then she gets up, makes her way, quickly but not altogether steadily, to the kitchen. Grabs the phone, dials 911 as she reenters the living room --

ANGLE: BUFFY'S POV

coming around the corner, seeing the body again...

Buffy moves closer, slowing down, not sure what to do as the phone rings --

911 OPERATOR (O.S.)
911 Emergency --

BUFFY
Hello?

911 OPERATOR (O.S.)
Do you have --

BUFFY
It's my mom. She's not,
she's not breathing!

911 OPERATOR (O.S.)
Is she conscious?

BUFFY
No, I can't -- she's not breathing --

911 OPERATOR (O.S.)
Okay, I need you to give me your
address --

BUFFY
What?

911 OPERATOR (O.S.)
I'm gonna send an ambulance over --

BUFFY
1630 Revello. It's a, a house.
Revello near Hadley.

911 OPERATOR (O.S.)
I'm sending a unit right away. Are
you alone in the house?

BUFFY
Yes --

911 OPERATOR (O.S.)
And did you see what happened?
Did she fall?

BUFFY
No, I came home -- what do I do?

911 OPERATOR (O.S.)
Do you know how to administer CPR?

BUFFY
I -- I don't remember --

911 OPERATOR (O.S.)
Okay, it's very simple. You want to
tilt your mother's head back. Cover
her mouth with yours and breath into
her mouth --

BUFFY
Yeah, yeah, I know this, God --

She drops the phone on the table, appalled that she didn't do this sooner -- rushing to Joyce and tilting her head back, she puts her mouth to hers and blows, twice. Then pressing her palms to the middle of Joyce's chest she pumps, rapidly 15 times. She breathes again, then pumps, more powerfully.

ANGLE: HER HANDS ON JOYCE'S CHEST

We hear something CRACK.

BUFFY (cont'd)
Oh God...

She scrambles for the phone again.

BUFFY (cont'd)
Something cracked! I did it too
hard -- are you there?

911 OPERATOR (O.S.)
Hello?

BUFFY
Something broke!

911 OPERATOR (O.S.)
Is she breathing?

BUFFY
No!

911 OPERATOR (O.S.)
Paramedics should be there in a
moment. You might have cracked a
rib, it's not important --

BUFFY
She's cold.

911 OPERATOR (O.S.)
(slight beat)
The body is cold?

BUFFY
No, mom -- should I make her warm?

There is the slightest change in tone from the operator. Less urgency.

911 OPERATOR (O.S.)
No, if she's not responding to the
CPR, best thing is to wait for the
paramedics, okay?

BUFFY
Well, when are they coming?

911 OPERATOR (O.S.)
They're very nearby.

Buffy hears a car approaching - stands to look out the window -- but it just passes.

Buffy pauses. She is only slightly shaking. Puts the phone back to her ear.

911 OPERATOR (cont'd; O.S.)
You just hang on... it won't be long...

BUFFY
I have to make a call.

She hangs up, her expression a bit blank. Looks down at the phone to dial it.

EXTREME CLOSE UP: THE PHONE

The camera moves toward the rows of numbers. There is a rushing sound, almost as of the surf.

EXTREME CLOSE UP: BUFFY

Looking down at the phone. Not dialing. Something settling in her face.

The rushing noise subsides.

She dials, and on the second ring:

GILES (O.S.)
Hello?

BUFFY
Giles. You have to come.

GILES (O.S.)
Buffy?

BUFFY
She's at the house.

She hangs up as a siren becomes audible in the distance. She moves quickly to the door, opening it and looking out.

ANGLE: JOYCE'S FACE

Still immobile.

DISSOLVE TO:

Buffy at the door. Looking increasingly lost. Also still.

A moment at the door and she comes back into the living room. Looks at Joyce's body -- the camera MOVES QUICKLY TOWARD JOYCE. Then a reverse moving toward Buffy. Hitting her anew.

She notices Joyce's skirt is hiked up in a slightly unseemly way. Quickly she rushes over and straightens it out, starting back up almost guiltily as two PARAMEDICS enter.

BUFFY (cont'd)
She's in here --

They rush over to the body. The first one feels for a pulse in the neck and wrist while the second moves the coffee table out of the way.

We mostly stay on Buffy during this, seeing quick close ups of the paramedics and their process, little details that Buffy observes more than the whole event.

FIRST PARAMEDIC
I'm getting no pulse.

SECOND PARAMEDIC
Let's lay her out...

They grab her at shoulders and legs, lay her on the floor. Buffy makes a motion to help, but it's clear there's nothing she can do.

The first paramedic starts CPR --

CLOSE ON: BUFFY

Watching as

CLOSE ON: JOYCE'S MOUTH

Covered by a stranger's.

The second paramedic gets equipment ready -- ambu bag, defib -- while asking questions.

SECOND PARAMEDIC (cont'd)
How long has she been like this?

BUFFY
I -- I found her -- a few minutes --

SECOND PARAMEDIC
Was she conscious?

BUFFY
No, she -- no.

FIRST PARAMEDIC
I'm bagging her --

BUFFY
What?

SECOND PARAMEDIC
We're gonna intubate, just trying to
get her to breathe. Is this your mother?

BUFFY
Yes.

SECOND PARAMEDIC
Does she have any serious physical health
problems, any history --

BUFFY
No, I mean, she, there was a tumor.
Brain tumor -- She had an operation
and now she's fine. She's been fine.

CLOSE ON: The tube going into Joyce's mouth.

An oxygen mask covers it. The second paramedic moves to help his partner, hooking up a pulse monitor. Buffy watches...

CLOSE ON: THE FIRST PARAMEDIC

As he shoots a look at the second. Not happening.

Joyce suddenly coughs, raking in gasps of air as the paramedics nearly jump --

FIRST PARAMEDIC
We got her!

HE PULLS THE TUBE FROM HER MOUTH. The second paramedic grabs a board to carry her --

SECOND PARAMEDIC
Let's get her on the truck NOW!

JOYCE
(barely a whisper)
Buffy...

BUFFY
I'm right here!

She gets as close as she can while the men work, almost weeping with joy.

FIRST PARAMEDIC
Man, we never brought one back that late --

INT. AMBULANCE - DAY

As it races along, Buffy by Joyce's side, the paramedics working around them --

FIRST PARAMEDIC
It's a miracle, that's what it is, a
beautiful miracle --

INT. HOSPITAL ROOM - DAY

As Buffy and Dawn crowd round their mother lovingly and the doctor beams at them --

DOCTOR
Good as new...

JOYCE
Oh, Buffy, thank god you found me...

INT. BUFFY'S HOUSE - DOWNSTAIRS - DAY

We're back. It's very quiet. The paramedics are working silently. Buffy watches.

The monitor is flatlined still. Buffy sees the second say quietly to the first (SLO MO C.U.:)

SECOND PARAMEDIC
She's cold, man...

They work a bit longer. Finally:

SECOND PARAMEDIC (cont'd)
Call it.

He gets up to face Buffy.

SECOND PARAMEDIC (cont'd)
I'm sorry...

BUFFY
What else? What now? What do we...

SECOND PARAMEDIC
I'm sorry, but I have to tell you that
your mother is dead.

Buffy clenches her jaw, using every muscle in her body not to collapse.

SECOND PARAMEDIC (cont'd)
It looks like she did die a good while
before you found her, there's nothing
you could have done.

BUFFY
What did I...

SECOND PARAMEDIC
I'm guessing it may have been an
aneurism, or some clotting, some
complication from surgery, she probably
felt very little pain. I'm gonna call
it in, the coroner's office will come
by to take her in and they'll determine
the cause of death conclusively.

The first paramedic has been packing up. His radio squawks:

RADIO VOICE (O.S.)
Dispatch seven, we have a 206, what's
your status?

FIRST PARAMEDIC
(into radio)
We're moving.

RADIO VOICE (O.S.)
Location is Beaumont and Ninth, your
vic is on the street, go now.

FIRST PARAMEDIC
Okay.
(to the second paramedic)
We gotta fly.

They have their stuff gathered.

SECOND PARAMEDIC
I'm gonna call right away, but the
coroner's office could take a little
while. The police may come too, for a
report. In the meanwhile, you should
sit, have a glass of water... Try not
to disturb the body. Do you need
anything? Is there someone you can call?

BUFFY
Someone's coming.

FIRST PARAMEDIC
Let's go.

SECOND PARAMEDIC
I'm very sorry for your loss.

BUFFY
Thank you.

And they're out the door. Buffy walks them almost all the way out, in a bit of a daze now.

BUFFY (cont'd)
(calls out feebly)
Good luck...

She puts her hand to the door but doesn't close it. Slowly she turns and reenters the living room. Her mother is laid out on the floor now. Buffy looks at her a moment, then turns blankly toward the kitchen. She walks slowly toward it, the camera trailing behind her.

She makes it to the hall outside the kitchen before she drops to her knees and, just out of frame, vomits audibly.

The camera holds on the window, the shade half up, sunlight playing on a colored wind chime that twists in the breeze.

Buffy retches a couple more times, then gets back up into frame. She moves unsteadily toward the back door, wiping her mouth on her sleeve.

The camera hangs back and frames her in the doorway as she opens it, letting in the sunlight and the sounds of outdoors. From far off we can hear neighbors splashing in a pool and someone practicing a trombone. A beginner.

ANGLE: BUFFY'S FACE

In the hard light. We see sweat beading her whole face, and she's slightly pale. She looks blankly out at the yard. After a long beat, she goes back inside and shuts the door, all noise cut off again. It seems much darker with it shut.

She pulls a couple of sheets of paper towel off a roll on the center island and goes back to where she was sick. Kneels down, folding the towel over and laying it on top of the mess.

CLOSE ON: THE TOWEL

As liquid begins to seep through.

The front door flies open, Giles seeing Buffy almost instantly. He comes forward --

GILES
Buffy! What is it? Is it Glory?

He stops, puzzled by the stillness, by the fact that she's calmly on her knees.

She gets up.

BUFFY
I'm waiting... the coroner's coming.

GILES
What?

BUFFY
I have to tell Dawn... she's at
school... I'll go there...

GILES
Buffy, I'm not --

He's confused, looking around -- so he finally sees her.

GILES (cont'd)
God --

He instinctively moves toward her, Buffy moving as well, the camera staying with her as she rounds the corner --

BUFFY
No don't, it's too late, don't --

-- and he's on his knees, trying to get a pulse --

GILES
Joyce. Joyce!

BUFFY
We're not, they're coming for her, don't --

-- pulling her head back for CPR and for some reason Buffy blurts hysterically --

BUFFY (cont'd)
We're not supposed to move the body!

And she said it. Her hand flies to her mouth, eyes wide, now filling with tears. She called it a body.

She makes a sound, a wheezing sound, her mouth wide open and tears beginning to spill down her face -- she doesn't sob, just stands uncomprehendingly, mouth wide open, as if the whole truth of her mother's death is trying to cram itself in there. Wheezing.

Giles comes at her, understanding, wrapping her in his arms, but her expression doesn't change.

ANGLE: JOYCE

Staring straight up.

BLACK OUT.

END OF ACT ONE
Act Two

INT. BUFFY'S LIVING ROOM - DAY

There is no sound.

We are above Joyce, and her head and shoulders is really all we see. Men from the coroner's office are getting her into the black plastic bag. However they might have to move her, the camera always stays directly above her. They begin to zip the bag up. We can hear the zipper.

INT. GIRL'S BATHROOM - DAWN'S SCHOOL - DAY

Dawn is sitting on a sink, crying.

DAWN
I can't believe it. Oh, God...

We pull back to see her friend LISA (in the mirror behind her) standing talking to her.

LISA
It's not that bad.

DAWN
How can you say it's not that bad?

LISA
I just don't think it's that big a deal.

DAWN
Kevin Berman called me a freak. In
front of everyone -- no, that's no big deal.

LISA
He didn't say you were a freak.

DAWN
(sniffling)
Forget it.

LISA
He said you were freaky. Which, you
know, freaky can be cool.

DAWN
Yeah, real cool. I'm a suicidal
headcase.

LISA
You know it was Kirstie. She was
telling everyone how you were into
cutting yourself --

DAWN
That's such a lie! I got cut -- by
accident -- one time. Now Kevin
thinks...

LISA
Well, that was when you were wigging
out about your family and stuff -- And
of course Kirstie's gotta turn
everything into a story, she was telling
everyone you were adopted --

DAWN
What a primo Bee-otch. I swear, if I
could make her head explode using only
the power of my mind, that's what I'd
be doing right about now.

She gets down and looks in the mirror, fixing herself up a bit.

DAWN (cont'd)
God, now I look like a wet rat.

LISA
Yeah, you can't go out there all cry-
face, it'll just give Kirstie more ammo.

Dawn puts a wet towel to her face, does what she can to resume normalcy. She looks pretty good.

DAWN
You know, my big sister could beat
the crap out of her. I mean, really really.

She blows her nose.

DAWN (cont'd)
How do I look. Can I show my face?

LISA
Yeah, you're good to go. We're gonna
be late, anyway.

DAWN
Oh great, it's Art. I'm not gonna be
able to look Kevin in the eye.

LISA
You've never looked Kevin in the eye.
At least now he knows your name.

DAWN
Yeah, freaky psycho gal.

LISA
Come on. Let's represent.

They exit into a crowded

INT. SCHOOL HALL - CONTINUOUS - DAY

Where a bunch of kids mill about or head to class. This is a middle school, which makes Dawn among the oldest kids there.

LISA
Have you studied at all for Geometry?

DAWN
Some. It's pretty much baby stuff.

LISA
I don't have a math brain.

DAWN
We can go over it during study hall --

LISA
Kirstie alert...

Indeed they are passing the infamous KIRSTIE, who is hanging with a couple of girlfriends in the hall. If this school has a Cordelia, this is it. She says, with near-convincing pleasantness:

KIRSTIE
Hey, Dawn.

DAWN
Hey.

KIRSTIE
How're you doing? You okay?

DAWN
Good, thanks for asking.

As they pass the group, they intone to themselves:

DAWN/LISA
Bee-otch...

They enter:

INT. ART CLASS - CONTINUING - DAY

It's one of those classrooms where the top half of the wall facing the hall is glass, so we can still see the hall as the girls enter.

Easels are being set up, kids getting ready to sketch a plaster of paris statue (greek female nude) on a table. The TEACHER wanders about, getting started:

TEACHER
Okay, remember, we're not drawing the
object, we're drawing the negative
space around the object. We just draw
the edges of the figure, and then give
me a sense of the spaces around, the
space in between.

While the teacher is nattering on, Dawn heads for the empty easels in the back and realizes she's going to be next to:

ANGLE: KEVIN BERMAN

Who is fairly cute, as expected. Not a Bad Boy, but clearly working some 14 year old cool.

Dawn, trying to be invisible, takes the easel to his right, (closer to the glass partition) while Lisa flanks him on the left, throwing Dawn a significant glance.

Dawn starts sketching the outline of the statue.

KEVIN
Hey.

She barely looks up, a little confused about who he's talking to.

DAWN
Oh. Hey Kevin.

Bit of a beat.

KEVIN
What's going on?

DAWN
(has no answer)
Negative space.

KEVIN
Yeah, what's that all about?

DAWN
(too cool)
Shhyeah.

Another beat. More sketching.

KEVIN
That's pretty good.

DAWN
Thanks.

ANGLE: OVER KEVIN TO LISA

As he examines Dawn's picture, Lisa picks her drawing up, intently staring at it as though to figure out what's wrong with it. It angles toward us so we can see all that's on her paper are the words "HE WANTS YOU".

Dawn tries not to react.

KEVIN
So, I heard you, like, had a freak out
and cut yourself.

DAWN
(embarrassed)
Not even. That was a whole...
that was so...

KEVIN
I've felt like that sometimes. Things
get so crazed, you know, I just wanna...
do something extreme.

Dawn changes tack with impressive speed.

DAWN
Yeah. I just, I had some intense stuff
going on. Lotta people don't get that. Pain.

KEVIN
Yeah.

DAWN
And then Kirstie's blabbing it
everywhere. 'Cause she's...

KEVIN
Kirstie, man... she's kinda hot.

DAWN
(bummed)
Oh.

KEVIN
But I don't think she's ever had a
single thought in her brain.

Dawn smiles. As she does, we see Buffy enter frame behind her through the glass partition. Over the following, Buffy searches, spots Dawn, and enters the class.

KEVIN (cont'd)
It's like she thinks "I'm so hot,
everyone just bow down before me",
and I'm like, "whatever".

DAWN
(laughs)
I know. She's so superficial.
Everything's like, clothes, and who
likes who, and there's just way more
important stuff going on. There's a
lot of crucial, you know, stuff.

KEVIN
Yeah.

Buffy speaks to the teacher briefly, then makes her way toward Dawn. Still Dawn doesn't see.

DAWN
(laughing)
This one time, we were in History,
and she had this book, Annals of
History, only she didn't know how
to say 'annals' and she kept calling
it --

BUFFY
Dawn.

Dawn turns, surprised.

For a moment, Buffy just looks at her. Unable to say a thing.

Dawn doesn't speak either; there is in her some primal, unconscious knowledge that the world has shifted.

BUFFY (cont'd)
I have to talk to you.

Over the following we see a series of ANGLES, some Dawn's POV, some not.

-- The teacher, looking concerned.

-- Kevin, and behind him Lisa, uncomprehending...

-- The statue. Immobile.

-- Charcoal moving along paper.

-- Buffy's eyes, slightly red-rimmed.

DAWN
Well, what -- can't it wait? I'm in
the middle of class...

BUFFY
I know. Please come with me.

Dawn looks back at her friends, then puts down her charcoal. Buffy starts out of the class and she follows her.

DAWN
I though Mom was gonna pick me up...

INT. SCHOOL HALL - CONTINUING - DAY

Buffy closes the door behind them. The hall is much less crowded now, though Kirstie and her bunch are hanging at the other end, and a few others pass by.

DAWN
What's going on. Something's going on.

BUFFY
Let's go outside...

DAWN
No. Tell me what's going on.

BUFFY
It's... bad. News.

DAWN
What is it? What happened?

BUFFY
Dawn, it's bad, I think we should --

DAWN
Where's Mom?

Buffy pauses.

BUFFY
Mom had an accident, or a, something
went wrong from the tumor...

DAWN
Is she okay? Is she -- but she's
okay... but it's serious but...

BUFFY
Dawn, Mom died this morning. While we
were both at school, she --

DAWN
No...

BUFFY
I don't know exactly what happened,
but, she's dead...

DAWN
No. NO NO No No you're lying you're
lying she's fine she's FINE and
you're lying oh no no please please
no you're lying she's fine, she's fine...

Dawn is sobbing uncontrollably, none of her screams or pleading or anything making a dent in the wave of grief crushing her, she half falls, half sits right there on the ground, Buffy coming down after her but Dawn not ready to be held, not able to do anything but deny, deny...

BUFFY
(crying anew)
Dawnie...

DAWN
It's not true it's not real it's not
real ohhhhh noooooo....... no.....

ANGLE: KIRSTIE AND HER FRIENDS

Looking on with genuine concern.

ANGLE: LISA

Is moving toward the glass partition to see what's going on, also terribly concerned.

ANGLE: FROM INSIDE THE ART CLASS

As Kevin and more kids move toward the glass to see the girl on the floor, whom now we cannot hear -- in fact there is silence entire -- the camera forward, loses them, turning to focus on Dawn's drawing: the outline of a figure, but not the figure itself. Negative space.

BLACK OUT.

END OF ACT TWO

Act Three

INT. MORGUE EXAMINING ROOM - AFTERNOON

Again, no sound. Again, we are right above Joyce, framing her head and shoulders, as she is settled onto the steel examining table, a bright, cold light turned on above her. Her clothes are being removed. Her blouse (or camisole) needs to be cut off from her -- we see hands bring a pair of scissors into frame and begin cutting from the top down. We hear the scissors.

INT. WILLOW'S DORM ROOM - AFTERNOON

ANGLE: TARA

Framed close in front of the window. Staring at something. Still there is no sound but scissors.

ANGLE: OVER TARA TO WILLOW

Willow is in a camisole and skirt. She has clearly been crying for some time, though she is not now. She is staring at a blouse she holds up on a hanger, not seeing it. The cutting has stopped.

INT./EXT. XANDER'S CAR - AFTERNOON

ANGLE: ANYA

Still no sound. Anya sits in the passenger seat, looking out the window. In her own world.

ANGLE: XANDER

Driving. Also alone, also has been crying, though not as much as Will. His jaw is set in quiet anger.

ANGLE: FROM WILLOW'S WINDOW LOOKING DOWN

From a couple stories up, we see Xander's car pull to a stop, double parked.

INT. WILLOW'S DORM ROOM - AFTERNOON

Tara looks over her shoulder, down at the car.

TARA
I think they're here.

She looks back at Willow, who is still staring at the blouse. Willow finally sets it down on the bed, where we see many other discarded choices. Goes back to looking in the closet.

INT./EXT. XANDER'S CAR - AFTERNOON

The two sit a moment before moving.

XANDER
Do you want to wait here?

Beat.

XANDER (cont'd)
Do you want to come up?

ANYA
You're double parked.

XANDER
Let 'em give me a ticket.

He is getting out. A moment, and Anya does too.

INT. WILLOW'S DORM ROOM - CONTINUING - AFTERNOON

Willow emerges from the closet with two blouses. One is dark purple, one is bright and perky, maybe with an animal on it.

WILLOW
What do you think? The purple,
right? 'Cause it's somber, it should
be something somber. No, it's
depressing, it's like I'm a
funeral... guy.
(re: other blouse)
This is cheerier -- maybe I want to
be cheery, like everything is normal,
but that's rude, it's disrespectful,
la-la-la I don't care...

She tosses them on the bed.

WILLOW (cont'd)
If I had that blue one, Joyce really
liked the blue one, she told me one
time... You're sure it's not in your room?

TARA
I can look again...

WILLOW
No, I think... I should wear the purple,
I think the purple, it's just that
it's so, I don't know... it doesn't
mean something bad?

TARA
I think it's royal. Purple means royalty.

WILLOW
Well I can't see Buffy at the morgue
and be all royal! "Oh, I'm the king
of everything, I'm better than you..."
(tearing up again)
I have to be supportive, Buffy needs
me to... why do so many of my shirts
have stupid things on them? Can't I
dress like a grown up, can't I be...
be a grown up...

She's crying now, shaking, and there is a manic pitch and rhythm to her speech that indicates she's going to go off again...

Tara comes at her and holds her, takes her head in her hands...

TARA
Shhh...

WILLOW
Tara...

TARA
Shhhhhh, darling...

WILLOW
I can't do this...

Tara pulls her close, to stop the shaking. She kisses her, on the mouth and again on the cheek, looks close into her eyes. She speaks softly, Willow answering her with almost a little girl's quaver...

TARA
We can do this.

WILLOW
Okay... We can be there for Buffy...
and Dawn... little Dawn...

TARA
We can be strong.

WILLOW
Strong like an Amazon?

TARA
(with a small affectionate smile)
Strong like an Amazon, right...

WILLOW
Okay...

She's steady.

WILLOW (cont'd)
I wish I had the blue.

INT. COMMONS STAIRCASE - CONTINUING - AFTERNOON

Xander and Anya enter by the bottom of the stairs and head up (We see down the staircase, not the whole commons.) They pass a few oblivious students, going about their days.

ANYA
So what do we do?

XANDER
I'm not sure. Willow talked to Giles.

INT. HALLWAY OUTSIDE WILLOW'S DORM ROOM - CONTINUING

They come through a doorway at the top of the stairs, head for Willow's.

ANYA
But, what will we do? What will we be
expected to do?

He doesn't have an answer, so he doesn't bother to give one. They come to Willow's door, which is slightly ajar. Xander raps and it swings open.

XANDER
Hey...

The two step in as

INT. WILLOW'S DORM ROOM - CONTINUING - AFTERNOON

The girls come to the door to greet them. (Willow has an entirely new blouse on, and a cardigan over it.) Willow and Xander hug, the other two hang back. Everyone greets everyone, more with nods than anything else.

XANDER
How are you doing?

Willow just shakes her head. Can't answer.

XANDER (cont'd)
I know the feeling.

WILLOW
I'm afraid I'm gonna start crying again,
and I don't wanna.. but maybe I should
get it out of my system, so I don't do
it in front of Buffy.

ANYA
Xander cried at the apartment.
It was strange.

WILLOW
(only slightly acerbic)
It's a thing we do.

A beat.

XANDER
This is so totally wrong. This is
just so... it's wrong.

ANYA
What's going to happen?

WILLOW
I guess we're gonna meet them at
the morgue. That's where they
were taking her.

She pauses, and Tara takes over for her:

TARA
Giles said that he was gonna go with
Joyce and Buffy was going to... to
school. To tell Dawn.

XANDER
God.

TARA
(to Xander)
Do you know how to get to --

XANDER
Yeah. It's at the hospital, it's a wing.
(beat)
We do morgue time in the scoobie gang.

Another beat.

WILLOW
I have to change.

She pulls off her sweater and tosses it by the window, starts taking off her shirt, moving behind the closet door to pick out something else and put it on.

XANDER
(to Tara)
What else did Giles say?

TARA
Not a lot.

XANDER
Are they sure this was... natural?
I mean, Glory...

TARA
Giles is pretty sure it wasn't her.

XANDER
But I mean, she said she was gonna
come after Buffy's family --

TARA
I don't think --

XANDER
(overlapping)
I mean we should be going after her, I
mean she could have done it and, and
covered her tracks.

WILLOW
(re-emerging)
Why would she? She'd want us to know.

Another beat, as the logic sinks in. But:

XANDER
I'll tell you what it is, it's the
frickin' doctors, I mean they just
let her out, you know, "clean bill a
health, dig a hole in your skull
here's a band-aid NEXT!"

ANYA
Xander...

XANDER
Am I wrong?

WILLOW
They said there could be
complications --

XANDER
Complications? Seems pretty simple to
me. They shoulda checked her over,
they shoulda had her in, what, she's
got a clot? We don't have enough
monsters in this town the doctors
gotta help 'em out?

WILLOW
I don't think anybody's...
it just happened.

XANDER
Things don't happen! I mean they don't
JUST happen. Somebody's... I mean
somebody's gotta...

His hands are clenched.

WILLOW
Okay.

She raises her little fists, matter of factly getting ready to box. Her face sweetly resigned.

WILLOW (cont'd)
Let's go. You and me.
(moving her fists)
Come on...

He deflates. She drops her fists and he leans in, kisses her forehead.

XANDER
You know I can't take you.

WILLOW
Damn straight...

A moment between them, then:

ANYA
Are we gonna see the body?

WILLOW
(flinching)
What?

ANYA
Are we going to be in the room with
the dead body?

WILLOW
I don't know! No.

To break the tension, Tara offers:

TARA
But I guess we can take over patrolling
and all that.

XANDER
Yeah --

WILLOW
Oh yeah --

TARA
For however long...

WILLOW
We gotta help out. There's gonna be a
lot of things... We gotta make
everything easy as possible on Buffy.

XANDER
You know it.

Beat. A few looks to the door -- but nobody moves toward it.

WILLOW
I can't wear this.
(to Tara)
I really should have the other...
Joyce liked it so...

TARA
Do you think you could have left it in
the laundry room?

WILLOW
Maybe...

TARA
I'll go check.
(to the others)
I'll be one minute.

XANDER
We're cool.

Tara exits. Xander tries a shot at justifying his reluctance to go:

XANDER (cont'd)
I mean... I don't know if we
should rush right in or, you know...
not crowd 'em.

WILLOW
Yeah.

ANYA
Are they gonna cut the body open?

WILLOW
(appalled)
Oh my god will you shut your mouth?
Just not open it please?

ANYA
What am I doing?

WILLOW
How can you act like that?

ANYA
Am I supposed to be changing my clothes
a lot, is that the helpful thing to do --

XANDER
Guys...

WILLOW
The way you behave --

ANYA
Well nobody will tell me --

WILLOW
Because it's not okay for you to be
asking these things!

ANYA
But I don't understand!

Something in her tone stops Will, and as she continues, she breaks down more and more...

ANYA (cont'd)
I don't understand how this all
happens, how we go through this,
I mean I knew her and then she's,
there's just a body, I don't
understand why she just can't get
back in it and not be dead, it's
stupid, it's mortal and stupid,
Xander's crying and not talking and
I was having fruit punch and I
thought that Joyce would never have
any more fruit punch and she'd never
have eggs, or yawn, or brush her
hair, not ever and no one will explain...

She's crying now, she's real small, Xander comes to hold her but she moves away, plops herself down in the weird round chair. Xander retires to his corner, frustrated.

WILLOW
(softly)
We don't know. How it works. Or why.

She is herself overwhelmed. She sits, not looking at either of them. The three stay that way a moment, alone.

Anya, now just sniffling, feels something digging into her back. She pulls out a stuffed animal and with it a blue shirt. She looks at the shirt a moment, then tosses it in an open drawer. Willow never sees it.

In fact, she could probably sit there looking into the floor for another half hour, except for the sudden loud SMASH of broken wood and plaster.

She jumps, looks up, as does Anya...

XANDER
Sorry. Sorry.

He has slammed his fist against the wall, and as Willow comes around to look, we see --

XANDER (cont'd)
Just some pent up...

WILLOW
Xander...

-- that his fist has gone right through the drywall and is stuck in there.

WILLOW (cont'd)
Where'd your hand go?

Anya rises, also approaching.

XANDER
As I was saying, some frustration, and
now... I appear to be stuck.

ANYA
Oh my god! Is your hand okay?

XANDER
Pretty much. I'm really sorry.

Willow and Anya try to pick away at the drywall and wood behind, so he can pull his hand out.

ANYA
What if you hit an electrical thing?
You... are stupid!

XANDER
And once again with the sorry.

WILLOW
Did it make you feel better?

XANDER
For a second there.

WILLOW
A whole second.

XANDER
In my defense, some crappy
wallmanship here.

WILLOW
Yeah, you can hear everything
next door...

XANDER
Who did the drywall on this place?

WILLOW
I always forget to ask.

Tara enters, takes in the scene.

TARA
Did I miss something?

ANYA
Xander decided that he blames the wall.

WILLOW
(to Xander)
Can you turn your wrist...

XANDER
Hold on...

She pulls a chunk of drywall off and he slowly extracts his hand. His knuckles are bleeding.

ANYA
Ohh...

XANDER
It's okay.

CLOSE ON: XANDER'S HAND

A moment, as they all look at the blood slowly begin to swell and drip.

TARA
It hurts.

He looks up at her, knows she understands.

XANDER
(smiling softly)
Yeah.

WILLOW
Wash it off. Here.

He goes to the sink.

ANYA
Band aids?

WILLOW
Underneath.

Anya gets them, applies a couple after Xander rinses off the wound.

Tara turns meanwhile to Willow.

TARA
I couldn't find it.

WILLOW
It doesn't matter.

Her attitude is different -- Xander's slight crisis has both relieved and focused them all.

WILLOW (cont'd)
We should get there.

TARA
Yes.

WILLOW
I wanna be there for Buffy.

Tara smiles reassuringly at her. Squeezes her hand.

XANDER
You're right. Avengers got to get
with the assembling.

As he speaks, Willow mouths soundlessly at Tara: "I love you".

XANDER (cont'd)
We'll go. We'll deal. We'll help.
That's what we do. We help Buffy.

A moment of resolution, slightly popped by:

ANYA
How are we going to help?

No particular answer. They file out. A moment, and Willow rushes back in.

ANGLE: HER SWEATER

Is by the window, where she tossed it. She grabs it, and the camera moves off, out the window looking down at Xander's car, just as the meter maid rips a ticket off, sticks it behind his wiper and drives off.

BLACK OUT.

END OF ACT THREE
Act Four

INT. MORGUE EXAMINING ROOM - NIGHT

ANGLE: ABOVE JOYCE

Once more. The doctor is finishing his examination, and we are framed again at Joyce's head and shoulders. He pulls the sheet over her face. Again, there is no sound till we hear the squeak and snap of the doctor's gloves being taken off.

At this point the camera tilts up to see the doctor and the rest of the gloomy room. There are four tables behind the examining space, three with sheeted corpses on them. Near the examining table is a tray with various instruments on it, including a nasty bone saw. The only light in the room besides the lamp above Joyce are some patches of moonlight from the high, small windows. At the far end of the room is a single door leading down the hall, with a small window in it. It stands open.

REVERSE ANGLE: FROM THE DOOR

The doctor is small in the frame as he shuts the light off above Joyce. He heads out and we lead him into

INT. HOSPITAL HALLWAY - CONTINUING - NIGHT

As he shuts the door behind him and starts down the hall, which is long and also dimly lit. He goes through a swinging door and the aspect of the hallway changes, this is more brightly lit, less grey, clearly the non-dead-person part of the hospital. The door swinging shut behind him says AUTHORIZED PERSONNEL ONLY. Still we're leading him, as he turns a corner, passing us and leading us into

INT. HOSPITAL WAITING ROOM - CONTINUING - NIGHT

Where he stands at the entrance, not disturbing the scene taking place in the center of the room.

Which scene is the greeting process, everyone together, scoobies, Buffy, Giles, Dawn, the hugging and kind words, which though whispered, ring out in this empty, surreal space.

XANDER
(hugging Buffy)
Anything we can do...

DAWN
(hugging Tara)
I'm glad you guys came...

DISSOLVE IN as Willow is hugging Buffy.

WILLOW
I love you so much...

BUFFY
I know...

They pull apart, Willow wanting to say something about Joyce...

WILLOW
And...

BUFFY
I know.

DAWN
(to Tara and Xander)
They're not telling us anything.

Giles is a bit surprised as Anya hugs him, tightly. He hugs her back, then notices the doctor waiting.

GILES
Doctor...

Buffy looks up sharply -- she's not sure she wants to hear what he has to say. But she moves to him, stiffly, Dawn and Giles following. The others look at each other, decide to hang back.

DOCTOR
Okay, I've examined your mother's body --

DAWN
Can we see her?

BUFFY
Dawn. Not now.

DOCTOR
The on-site report seems to be more or
less accurate. Your mother did have
what looks like an aneurism, a sudden
hemorrhaging from a ruptured arterial
vessel near the, where the tumor was
removed.

BUFFY
Shouldn't we have know about, that
that was a danger...

We stay on Buffy for most of the following:

DOCTOR
Sometimes these things are detectable
and sometimes they're not. Joyce was
aware of the possibility of a rupture,
and the effects. She didn't even get
on the phone so clearly this was very
sudden. She may have felt a little
nausea and probably passed out as it
happened. I doubt there was much pain,
and even if someone had been by her side --

INT. BUFFY'S LIVING ROOM - DAY

Joyce is there with Buffy.

JOYCE
My head...

BUFFY
Mom?

Joyce slumps to the couch, Buffy rushing to her side --

INT. AMBULANCE - DAY

Same scene as before, but just a silent flash of it --

INT. HOSPITAL ROOM - DAY

Same tableau again, happy Joyce and girls, but another silent flash --

INT. HOSPITAL WAITING ROOM - NIGHT (CONTINUING)

DOCTOR
-- it's doubtful this could have been
dealt with in time.

GILES
Well, thank you, Doctor...

BUFFY
You're sure there wasn't a lot of pain?

ANGLE: THE DOCTOR

Looks right into camera and though he says:

DOCTOR
Absolutely. I think we can be almost
positive about that.

What we HEAR, as if inefficiently dubbed, is:

DOCTOR (cont'd)
Absolutely. I have to lie to make you
feel better.

ANGLE: BUFFY

Not reacting to either statement. Stone-faced.

GILES
What, ah, what needs to happen now?

DOCTOR
Well, there will be some forms, and
some decisions you'll need to make...

GILES
Buffy, why don't you let me handle
those as much as I can..

BUFFY
(nodding)
Please.

DOCTOR
(to Buffy)
We will need you to sign a couple of
release forms --

GILES
(a bit short)
Yes, thank you, Doctor --
(to Buffy)
I'll figure out which ones you need to see.

BUFFY
We'll be here.

Giles and the doctor move off. Buffy and Dawn join the others.

XANDER
What'd the doctor say?

BUFFY
Nothing. I mean, it was what they
thought. From the... tumor...

She's staring right through them.

WILLOW
Why don't we sit down.

She puts her hand to Buffy's arm, leads her to a seat. Tara and Willow sit as well, flanking Buffy. The others stand, including Dawn, who throws a look back at:

ANGLE: THE HALLWAY

That leads to the morgue proper.

She turns back to the others. Xander gives her a squeeze. She's a little stiff -- in her own world, like Buffy.

BUFFY
Giles is gonna go over the paperwork.

XANDER
Man, if there's one day they should
not give you homework...

WILLOW
Dawnie, do you wanna sit?

Dawn shakes her head.

BUFFY
I don't think we'll have to stay here
very long.

DAWN
But what about --

She stops.

BUFFY
What about what?

DAWN
Nothing. I have to pee.

BUFFY
Do you want someone to go with you?

DAWN
No. I still remember how to pee.

BUFFY
Well, okay, do you know where --

DAWN
Yeah.

She takes off.

BUFFY
I think maybe she's mad at me
or something.

WILLOW
'Cause you're the one that told her?

XANDER
How'd she take it?

BUFFY
Meltdown. She just, wouldn't believe
it. I don't know if she does now.

TARA
She's been through so much this year...

WILLOW
You both have.

A beat.

ANYA
(blurts out)
I wish that Joyce didn't die.

Everyone is made momentarily uncomfortable.

ANYA (cont'd)
Because she was nice
and now we all hurt.

XANDER
Anya, ever the wordsmith...

But Buffy isn't offended, sincerely saying to Anya:

BUFFY
Thank you.

WILLOW
(to Buffy)
Do you want anything? Something to
eat, or a soda?

BUFFY
Maybe... I honestly can't tell.

WILLOW
I think you should try to eat
something...

BUFFY
Well, maybe Dawn could use a snack...

WILLOW
I'll see if there's something. Xander,
do you have any money?

XANDER
We'll come with.

WILLOW
We'll be real quick.

She gets up, heads off, Xander taking Anya by the hand and going as well.

This leaves Buffy and Tara. There are a few beats of silence, a tiny bit uncomfortable.

BUFFY
I'm sorry you have to go through all this.

TARA
You don't have to worry about me.

BUFFY
Everyone wants to help... I don't
even know... if I'm here... I don't
know what's going on. I've never
done this -- Well that's just an
amazingly dumb thing to say,
obviously. "I've never done this
before."

A small beat.

TARA
I have.

Buffy looks at her, a little thrown.

TARA (cont'd)
My mother died when I was seventeen.

BUFFY
I didn't know that. I'm sorry --

TARA
No, no, I didn't mean to -- I'm only
telling you because, it's not m-my
place, but... there's things, thoughts
and reactions that I had, that I
couldn't... understand, or even try to
explain to anyone else. Thoughts that
made me feel like I was losing it, or
like I was just a h-horrible person.
I know it's different for you, because
it's always different, but... if you
ever need...

Buffy nods, gratefully. Tara retreats into herself a bit, thinking she's perhaps gone too far.

BUFFY
Was it sudden?

TARA
What?

BUFFY
Your mother...

TARA
No.
(thinks a moment)
And yes.
(beat)
It's always sudden.

ANGLE: THE WOMEN'S ROOM

As Dawn emerges. She sees Buffy and Tara talking -- neither is looking in her direction. She looks at them, looks down the hall, then takes off toward the morgue.

INT. HOSPITAL HALLWAY - CONTINUING - NIGHT

We lead her as she moves slowly down the hall, through the swinging door -- and into the darker, grimmer area. She looks at a couple of doors, finally finding the right one. She looks in the little window, sees the bodies and, after a moment's hesitation, opens it.

INT. MORGUE EXAMINING ROOM - CONTINUING - NIGHT

She shuts the door behind her. Locks it. Sees the examining table at the other end and slowly starts toward it. Passing the other corpses, becoming less steady...

ANGLE: DAWN'S POV

As the covered figure gets closer.

She comes to it, stands before it. Emotion working on her face, she reaches for the sheet -- and stops. Puts her shaking hand back at her side, unsure of whether she can go through with this.

One of the corpses behind her sits up.

CLOSE ON: THE CORPSE

As the sheet slides off his face. He is a newly risen VAMPIRE, and he takes a moment to take in his condition, his surroundings. Then he sees the girl. Hunger flickers in his eyes.

ANGLE: OVER THE TABLE TO DAWN

She stands with her back to us, still undecided, as the vampire's naked leg comes into frame, the sheet falling away as he makes his way, still unsteadily, toward the trembling little meal.

As he closes, Dawn finally realizes she's not alone. Turns to see him, paralyzing shock spreading over her face.

INT. HOSPITAL WAITING ROOM - CONTINUING - NIGHT

The threesome arrives back where Buffy and Tara are sitting. Willow and Anya are loaded with sodas, vending machine sandwiches, Twinkies and candy bars... Xander has two cups of vending machine coffee.

Buffy looks at the cornucopia, nonplussed.

WILLOW
We panicked.

BUFFY
Uh-huh.

WILLOW
Take anything you want...

ANYA
The sandwiches are meat.

BUFFY
I'm just not hungry.

WILLOW
What about Dawnie?

XANDER
She still in the bathroom?

Buffy looks toward it.

BUFFY
I guess...

She looks around, knowing something is wrong. She stands.

BUFFY (cont'd)
You guys wait here?

XANDER
Sure.

Buffy walks toward the hall.

INT. HOSPITAL HALLWAY - CONTINUING - NIGHT

And down it, slowly, brow furrowed. Through the swinging door. Down further. Hears something -- a small crash. Moves faster.

Comes to the door and looks in.

ANGLE: THROUGH THE DOOR

We see Dawn struggling in the grip of the vampire.

Buffy tries the door and when it's locked she slams her shoulder into it -- it doesn't quite give -- with mounting panic she SLAMS it again and it flies open --

INT. MORGUE EXAMINING ROOM - CONTINUING - NIGHT

-- the lock splintering out as Buffy races forward -- The vampire has Dawn from behind and is nearly at her neck. Suddenly Buffy's arm wraps round his neck, she tries pulling him off Dawn but he is strong. She grabs at his face with her other hand, it's close in and ugly, nothing smooth or martial arty about it, she's just in a panic to get him off Dawn.

He does let go, elbowing Buffy hard in the stomach -- Buffy doubles over --

ANGLE: DAWN

Flying forward, she hits the edge of Joyce's table, pulling slightly at the sheet --

ANGLE: JOYCE

As the sheet slides off enough to reveal her face...

Dawn doesn't see that, she hits the ground painfully and turns back to look at Buffy as the vampire grabs Buffy by the throat, she grabs his hands but she's just not at full strength...

ANGLE: THEIR FEET

As Buffy's rises between his rather rapidly, kneeing him hard as hell.

He screams and throws her, but she holds on, they both go flying, tumbling into the tray of instruments, that clatter on the floor beside them. He lands on top.

Buffy gets him up enough to land a solid PUNCH, knocking him to one side, rolling them over, she holds him down as she grabs the bone saw... now his fingers are on her face, trying to push her off as she brings the saw to his neck, and we stay with her as she shoves down once -- the saw goes in (out of frame) just a little, the hands still clawing at her, then down again -- all the way to the floor.

She rolls off his body as it turns into dust.

Lies there a moment, panting...

BUFFY
Dawn? Are you okay? Are you okay?

She brings herself up to sitting, resting on one hand as she looks to her sister and realizes her sister isn't paying any attention to her at all. The camera moves back to show Dawn staring... then back further to show what she's staring at.

Joyce's face stares up, blue and unmoving.

There is a long silence.

BUFFY (cont'd)
Dawn...

Another silence, until:

DAWN
Is she cold?

BUFFY
It's not her. It's not her.
She's gone.

Dawn is completely lost. Infinitely small and alone.

DAWN
Where'd she go?

Buffy cannot answer.

Dawn reaches out, slowly, to touch her mother's face.

Buffy watches, wanting to stop her.

ANGLE: JOYCE

As Dawn's hand nears it, about to touch it...

BLACK OUT.

END OF SHOW